My name is Nate and I'm a compulsive over eater.
I haven't made myself say that in awhile. I chose to forgo my OA meetings because I decided to "cure" my illness with surgery. It's August 20th. My foodstamps don't get replenished until September 2nd. I've eaten $181 worth of food, plus an additional $150 that Mom bought. Gone. I obviously don't deal with grief well. I kept telling myself after I'd go back for seconds, thirds, fourths that I was having a bad week and needed to stop. Save these things, Nate. You still have two weeks to go. I didn't listen, and now I'm hungry.
Maybe this is the wake-up call I needed. Maybe I need to go back to OA. Maybe I need to actually apply diet techniques I know that are ingrained in my soul. Maybe maybe is bullshit. The time is now. No better time to start a diet than when you're low on food.
For the record I'm not going to starve, it's just skimpy.
I want to be healthier so bad. I either overeat or don't eat at all. And obviously both of those aren't good.
ReplyDeleteI'll probably talk to you about this later but I'm really relating to alot of things I'm reading. We are more alike than I thought ; )
....I hate it when yah have groceries...but nothing you want.
I want to be healthier so bad. I either overeat or don't eat at all. And obviously both of those aren't good.
ReplyDeleteI'll probably talk to you about this later but I'm really relating to alot of things I'm reading. We are more alike than I thought ; )
....I hate it when yah have groceries...but nothing you want.